 Thursday, January 14, 2010
 at 8:39:00 PM yeah . i guess it's just pretty much covered it . hmm , let's recap to yesterday . bcoz from monday to wed morn i was so happy-go-lucky . you know what i feel now ? yes , stupid . you know what , i will work to get into that softball team . evn though i lost a finger , broke a bone . i will do ANYTHING . well , not that above of course ./ it's a hazard and i cant ever play even AMATEUR SOFTBALL . okay , wait . lets start from yester day . so that you know how pissed and sarcastic and tired i am right , now . okay , first day . i was like whatever lah , i go in then i go in . but i need to focus . then after some fun and vigorous training . i wanted so badly to be in it . we did some highs and lows . okay , awesome . okay , first of eliminating round , i failed . i dont know why . but it's sure not because of skills . oh yes , p.s , i saw syazana lim . you know the VJC girl who is the water girls and got to talk with freakin Torres . okay , dont insult nash . and alisha . okay , whatever . after that i literally begged the coach to get me in there . fine . the next day , which is today , jan the 14th . okay , fine i got through th rounds and warm ups . and the warm up game . okay , GAME'S UP ! i played the best i could since like i'm just supposed to stand around and pick up the ball and toss it to first base . yeah , okay . i was so determined . i was focused . but then why did i get kicked off . fine , i shouldve done better okay . FINE . i knew i didnt just saunter to get the ball and effortlessly throw th ball . right . i could say that . im not sure about the "COACH" why , she said she only based it on attitude . i dont normally sulk if nth bad happened right ? yeah , nash was dirty and everything , i laughed , i screamed and i jumped . i did my fuckin' best . whutt the tootin' hell do you expect more ???? eh , i'm not a robot okeh . yah , at least i said what i knew i needed to improve on . i KNOW WHUT it is . i said , my stamina , i didnt play any sports bfore , and im really really keen . hah , you freakin' know what , vinny , you dont even WANT to sign up for this game . i know , you got game and golf and everything . but most prob you're gna turn them down too right ? i'm here , and i reallly want this place . and this is what i get . some people just linger and did their average because they knew they should show it after they get into softball . but i , i tried my very best okay . i even said that i lack . evryone knows i hate admitting what i lack . and i did this . just for one small sports ./ cant you see ? and coach , fuck lah , what attitude do you want me to show . hah , im determined . every single time i frown because i didnt ace it is because i kept telling myself to do better . what ? and you say i need to work on my attitude ? thanks lots man . i'll keep that in mind . right now , i dont even care if i dont get in for netball . i'll just get into that dang`flammit symphonic band . i hate band . and someore there's more than enough members in there . im really really pissed off . you know what , i spend two nights sleeping on my back because my arm was too sore , my legs were too numb . my voice was groggy ; just for nothing ?? I ask YOU . IS IT EVEN WORTH IT ?? workin this hard for nothin` i wanted it really badly . really really badly . how can i get to the team even though i got the coach to write my name hah ? its a big , fat , impossible chance . that really sounds like me right ? i have ZERO hope already . ZERO . anyway , i really met a really great senior . she is totally the coolest person ever . ohh , i really like her hairstyle . well , that made me stop weeping . (: i really wna talk to her again . it's just .... i think alisha , nash and vinny's gna totally ignore me . bcause i'm a big loser . Nash once said , " i want to die faster , bcoz mama said its good ." in this case , `bcoz nash said that its good . rather than being around all this nightmare like a fckinx shitty idiot . ready , , let's go , G.O , go ! |
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