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at 8:35:00 AM

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at 8:39:00 PM

yeah . i guess it's just pretty much covered it .
hmm , let's recap to yesterday .
bcoz from monday to wed morn i was so happy-go-lucky .
you know what i feel now ?
yes , stupid .

you know what , i will work to get into that softball team .
evn though i lost a finger , broke a bone .
i will do ANYTHING .
well , not that above of course ./
it's a hazard and i cant ever play even AMATEUR SOFTBALL .

okay , wait . lets start from yester day .
so that you know how pissed and sarcastic and tired i am right , now .

okay , first day . i was like whatever lah , i go in then i go in .
but i need to focus .
then after some fun and vigorous training .
i wanted so badly to be in it .
we did some highs and lows .
okay , awesome .
okay , first of eliminating round , i failed .
i dont know why .
but it's sure not because of skills .
oh yes , p.s , i saw syazana lim .
you know the VJC girl who is the water girls and got to talk with freakin Torres .
okay , dont insult nash .
and alisha .
okay , whatever .
after that i literally begged the coach to get me in there .
fine .

the next day , which is today , jan the 14th .
okay , fine i got through th rounds and warm ups .
and the warm up game .
okay , GAME'S UP !
i played the best i could since like i'm just supposed to stand around
and pick up the ball and toss it to first base .
yeah , okay .
i was so determined .
i was focused .
but then why did i get kicked off .
fine , i shouldve done better okay .
FINE .
i knew i didnt just saunter to get the ball and effortlessly throw th ball .
right .
i could say that .
im not sure about the "COACH"
why , she said she only based it on attitude .
i dont normally sulk if nth bad happened right ?
yeah , nash was dirty and everything , i laughed , i screamed and i jumped .
i did my fuckin' best .
whutt the tootin' hell do you expect more ????
eh , i'm not a robot okeh .
yah , at least i said what i knew i needed to improve on .
i KNOW WHUT it is .
i said , my stamina , i didnt play any sports bfore , and im really really keen .
hah , you freakin' know what , vinny , you dont even WANT to sign up for this game .
i know , you got game and golf and everything .
but most prob you're gna turn them down too right ?
i'm here , and i reallly want this place .
and this is what i get .
some people just linger and did their average because they knew they should show it after they get into softball .
but i , i tried my very best okay .
i even said that i lack .
evryone knows i hate admitting what i lack .
and i did this .
just for one small sports ./
cant you see ?

and coach , fuck lah , what attitude do you want me to show .
hah , im determined .
every single time i frown because i didnt ace it is because i kept telling myself to do better .
what ?
and you say i need to work on my attitude ?
thanks lots man .
i'll keep that in mind .
right now , i dont even care if i dont get in for netball .
i'll just get into that dang`flammit symphonic band .
i hate band .
and someore there's more than enough members in there .

im really really pissed off .

you know what , i spend two nights sleeping on my back because my arm was too sore ,
my legs were too numb .
my voice was groggy ;

just for nothing ??

I ask YOU .
IS IT EVEN WORTH IT ??
workin this hard for nothin`
i wanted it really badly .
really really badly .

how can i get to the team even though i got the coach to write my name hah ?
its a big , fat , impossible chance .
that really sounds like me right ?
i have ZERO hope already .
ZERO .

anyway , i really met a really great senior .
she is totally the coolest person ever .
ohh , i really like her hairstyle .
well , that made me stop weeping . (:
i really wna talk to her again .
it's just ....
i think alisha , nash and vinny's gna totally ignore me .
bcause i'm a big loser .

Nash once said , " i want to die faster , bcoz mama said its good ."

in this case , `bcoz nash said that its good .
rather than being around all this nightmare like a fckinx shitty idiot .

ready , ,
let's go , G.O , go !

at 3:35:00 PM

hello aliens .
i got a new phone . and it's pissing me off .

ok . im really in a rush right now so yeah .
and i'm really considering tumblr .
fuck you nash .
so yeah , im lazy to edit my blogger so you just wait .

okay , today met a new sunbaenim .
nadzirah .
omg , i (L) her name .
and got her numbr . thanks bitch /.
she's like so cool , nadzirah .
im not sure of th spelling /
oh , she said im really friendly .
yay me ~~~
okay stop .

yea , we kept texting ./
oh , one thing , i so FUCKING pissed with these "buddies"
no pointing fingers since im talking abt no particular person .
why did they get to choose ?
ah ? shannon got about three .
and me ? none . obs-oh .
kosong .
fine , i'll just go and figure evrything out my self .

ready , ,
let's go , G.O , go !

at 4:08:00 PM

You ALL !

i gta finish this shxtx up later .

my comp's so lagged right now , i can even play with my spongebobs .
yes , i do have lots of squarepants toys in my room .

ready , ,
let's go , G.O , go !

at 3:25:00 PM

HELLO MY DEAR ALIENS .
ahnnyeong ! today is no shit .
all the grils were like individuals .
yea , more like pychopathic individuals .
i havent been to my friends blog yet but i will .
lol . i met new friends FAST .
well , there's this minah like girl who LOVES WWE even tho` has no brothers .
lol . ther name's nasyitah .
dehn . chinese girl , really loves baking .
vinny . yah , wo ai ni !
nah , just joking .

lol , finish !
so fast right ?

p.s. i really gna change my skin .
coz , its totally suck .
you all , you gta say its nice eh , or im gna kick you dicks .
and PUKIs .
lol . , kay ` bie .

ready , ,
let's go , G.O , go !

at 2:56:00 PM

WHAT AN UNUSUAL MEETING .
LOL ! YTD , I WAS LIKE OUT ALL DAY SIAH .
first like at 10 am i went out with omamama to naik bus go tkgs /.
it took like abt an hour and half .
then after that gy maka .
usual stuff .
but dhen an , got this girl and dhe mommy like waiting foer smth in th restaurant .
omma asked th mommy if that girl msok tkgs ..
guess what .
she is . wtf .
that bitch siah , look guai like that .
no wonder 248 .
bodoh sial , taknak msok cedar .
anyhoo , if yall gy makan at Magic Wok restaurant do not order ANY of the pasta meal .
it sucks . totally .

anyway , pastu balik umah ,
otw at bus an , the'res one aunty who was like toking loudly to th phone .
dhen she was like asking everybody , "eh , ape bus nik ?"
lol ! she took the wrong bus .
babo ......
dhen jumpe abah and dalila .
she went take blood you know .
wtf siah . one of her vessels broke . i think .
bcoz , blue black .
really ???

anyhoo , the cinema place was damn pack .
we were there at three but only got to see alvin and th chipmunks 2 at 7.00
wtf kan ?
go kte sumue gy jalan - jalan .
i bout this new necklace got th letterings m .
actually , i wna put . K*M .
yeah .
you kan either think it as kpop and me .
or SOMETHING ELSE .
you 'll really find it 만만하니 to solve .
this is one of th biggest crush after MD .
okie doke , skip .

then i went to Cotton on .
bought a cardigan , bag , payong , slacks .
omg , i really wanted to buy the skirt .
you know the skirt where a lot of girls wear with t-shirts .
i meean , the skirt where you put it on your waist or whatever .
sayang tak beli .
one for 20 bucks siah .
two for 30 bucks .
i really wanted it .
aish , next time ah .

lol , it's on OFFER !!!!!!
momy , i tak tuuu ....
* and anyhoo , alvin movie is SOOOO not worth 10 bucks .

before that , i went to comics connection to buy some stationaries .
omg !!!! thanks to to nusrah lah .
if not her , i dont have the courage to talk to another kpoper .
stagers what .
anyway we started talking and laughing and all , i noticed HE was a really shy guy .
(: oh , there's also another girl . older than me .
at first the guy asked for my email .
i gave , naturally . he's really cute you-know .
look somewhat like james . only more older .
okay , then , after he left , MY TURN ~ (:
i asked the girl for her email .
really hope we could talk or smth .

ready , ,
let's go , G.O , go !

at 12:01:00 PM

I'm on Track

you all !!!!!! i already figured smth about my ideal type .

i mean , it occured to me . lol .

see both guys in those pictures ? they both kinda look th same aight ?

one is some guy from a korean drama and another is Yoga Lin .

gosh , he's so hot .

okay , dont every girl has some kind of ideal guy ?

lol . that's my ideal guy .

he just HAS TO LOOK LIKE THEM .

oh .. no wonder i used to fall for yong min . haha /

it's either that or somebody has to look like eunhyuk , cheong lim or smth .

and , it's def not malay .

lol /. anyway i got posted to tkgs /

the instant i saw tanjong katong sec , i soooo regretted going into a single sex school where the mix school is like , pulsing with an exclaimation mark that im about to miss my best time .

so i was like . ah , i don wna go into girls school .

im gnna die .

ready , ,
let's go , G.O , go !

Dear Mother [sincerely from th heart] at 2:28:00 PM

can you just get a life ?
omyGAWD , im so pissed .
what the f .
whutt , you think you can just get on my boobs and shove ?
uhm , i dont think so .
what ,k i dont have th right to eye-roll ?
i dont THINK so .
whut , you think i dont get pissed ?
what , you think you just can say "jom , you nak beli ape , mama blanja . (:"
and make up . i will only talk to you if i cooled dowm .
but for now , you get get your beak and quack of f .
what , i dont make up easily bcause of shopping .
WHAT , AM I A FREAKIN DOLL ?!!!

sometimes i just have th urgent urge to secure your head and DIP my fist to your egoistic face .
you just disgust me . a lot . i cant .. even dictate how i felt . it's just ,, menjijikan .
do you think im easy /. normally , i would say yes myself .
but im never easy . im not a fool either. naega keroekke man man ha ni? i dont know myself .
i dont like it . hey , never did .
thank god , i dah baru habis solat /
if not i really wna shove it in your fce siah .
hey , you can blast off , i can too .
but , idk , you crew around people very well tho`
i'll get you that . you'll always win th judges , yea ?
i'' be name th psychopathic bitch who "ruins th curve ."
im VERY sorry , but i dont play like that /.
i may blow a big one around these days .
since i havent fo` a long time .

i dont like your personality , it makes me sick . dont come to me when you want to . thats why i said i wna get a job after s4 . i'll hang on to this family for now . since i need th help for my studies .

Labels: im really a bitch siah .

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